#‎give_me_ur_loaded_gun‬ & ‪#‎I_will_provide_salvation_with_condition‬
Now , here I am standing , holding ur loaded gun,
I thought you would hand me a pistol,
But it happened to be a shot gun.
Yeah!!! I am holding it, to shoot you right at ur mind,
Blow up and make u free from ur dreadliest crime .
Then what , if I shoot u !!!
Then what, if you misjudged me !!!
Then what, if you don't give chance to explain!!!
then what , if u call me a stabber !!!
You couldn't over rule ur doubt .
Just because some bitches say I am their dog
You were busy commenting nonsense, leaving me numb and dumb.
I created lullaby for u ,
you thought it to be cacophony .
I tried to mix sweet melody of my essence in air,
the fragrance of my body, poison you said was there.
There's problem in ur motor nerves,
suffocation was actually the result of ur sensory nerve.
For you sense whats not true.
My perpetual love was as pure as a newly born baby
Never thought ur insecurity would turn into betray ,
I am sorry , my love couldn't convince you ,
May be my love was a fault,
Believe me !! tried hard , couldn't correct,
there was no default.
I was fucked off the moment I read ur note ,
I broke into pieces,
The time you said " I was stabbing"
Still couldn't believe ur quote.
Hey girl!!! who corrupted ur mind with this shit??
The time u left me,
You wrote condolence to ur own life .
Even a stabber needs a knife , i was handed a gun.(haha)
Though the beats of heart enchanted ur name,
though i could see perfection in ur imperfections
though i loved u with all of me,
Hat's off (2)!! to ur skeptic thoughts,
All in vain , you gave this the name of game .

 Will ur soul get deliverance after knowing you were wrong?
Wait,
I will give u the salvation , not with a loaded with a loaded gun .
with a bottle of whiskey full of memories ,
Come on !! strike it right into ur mind.
I will still be waiting for u ,
if u want to be mine,
For my love is perpetual, u cannot turn it down.